I shouldn't be allowed to be in public around boys I like while under the influence of alcohol.
Apparently they all will go through this but it was awful. Antibiotics. That leaves us Sunday and Monday alone.
I just know.
I lasted all day at work yesterday. She got me the cutest little presents that just fit me perfectly. I grew up in Alaska.
I love you and miss you. I was distant. I have a cold and I'm achey.
What a truly wonderful liquid! I have a diabetic chocolate bar in my kitchen just calling to me for dessert. I was starting to think I had a different set up than everyone else.
I guess it'll be a matter of keeping things in perspective. Oh well It's already 1 and I haven't started on my homework yet. So we'd be pretty set to travel as much as we could.
Full moons make for interesting interpersonal interactions between those that are so pretentious. Worried about job performance review coming up this week. Geez I should be a little darker because I'm half Eskimo and all but no.
He's so great. I only have so much time in the comp lab on fridays. And he was so upset.
But what really pisses me off is when she tells me I am a bitch I am being bitchy etc. Today was kind of a crazy day. We will live through this.
The new servers are in use as I write this! Those are all being fixed. I can't seem to think straight at all!
But you never really know who does. I live in bleedin' Alaska you'd think we'd have a winter wonderland. I'd chalk it up to the new servers
Started E's photo album. I can be a bitch but I have heard her say numerous times that she is more of a bitch than me. So we went to the casino for 2 hours!
At least not to the quick fix she seems to need.
I think I love Sara. Fortunately KISA will be home tomorrow night and EVERY night for awhile. He would ask me what I thought was wrong run tests find out I was right and medicate me.
My vocal chords are sorta stretched so are my bass playing fingers. Ali & I went for the big stuff. Kinda looking forward to going home kinda not.
Geocities ate most of my website. Plus now I know 2 things that make me irrisistable to Thai girls. My little grrl loved it too.
I haven't checked any clubs today. I'm so happy warm mellow and relaxed right now I don't even care! I was sitting under a ledge though and when dad got there I stood up with out watching my head.
That is we didn't really reorganize anything or make it easier to use . The hard part will be during the day. So mote it be!
I need to clean my room. Drove to Ahwatukee (in the lovely traffic) to pick up tamales that S is taking to Ohio with her. Not fun.
I like them and they were at our state fair. I love my new LJ! Then she said "He just called you a bad word".
Very sad. I'm 29 and can't quite believe it. This is also useful if you're on vacation or away from your primary computer.
Yay! Then go check on multiple dogs before going to Di's house for "our" Christmas. It's been a bumpy few weeks.
I didn't make it to midnight. Feed 4 cats. I have a bright and vivid imagination so I don't need the graphic grossness.
I always mix up my name and my company's name.
I was like that too and my mother and grandmother. I changed one of the questions on my Loner test. I'd feel good .
I allow her sister to stay here with us sometimes without complaining about it. I went out and got food tonight all by my lonesome and I called "S" and we talked. Failure to yield right of way.
What the hell is up with this? It's the drug I need to keep me from being too happy . It was a long long day.
I guess it got worse when she critisized my native food my music my choice of movies etc. Even free users don't have banner ads! I miss them sooooo much.
Yeah that's it. We went to Amanda's and the igloo. We've ended it with a wonderful lobster tail and moose steak dinner.
Kinda looking forward to going home kinda not. So I'm going to lie around and groan a while. We've ended it with a wonderful lobster tail and moose steak dinner.
Went to get D's present. We just want some lovin' from the press and we want more users. And then he hugged Faedra.
I'm Cara. I really need a raise. I don't have to drive him bonus but I can't sleep in.
I have created 2 personality tests. Hmm. I'm doubting it.
They both had different opinions about the same thing. Payday. Oh I hate it.
And he was so upset.
We went on with the night like nothing happened. Like Darquries Malaboo Pineapples and Kuwala and milk. For all of you that have made this possible by getting paid accounts I can't thank you enough .
Never know what the hell the ol' brain is gonna spring on ya next. Move forward with your life and give your all to make a good life for your child. No fun.
I'm looking forward to having a yard sale getting rid of tons of stuff cluttering up that house. Will write more when I get a chance. We traded music.
That's all folks. And he was so upset. I need somthing to do.
She got me the cutest little presents that just fit me perfectly. One of the hazards when you live in a very small space. You have your choice of three operating systems to choose from: Windows 98 Be OS 4.
And then after a moment of being able to kiss him . Once the house is done we'll see about that! My host mom the helpful one first told me the concert was at the Ratary centre.
I'm not his calling girl! So I'm going to lie around and groan a while. Hope to see you there!
When I'm done there will be tons of options for you customize its behavior all you want. They're in awe of the minor celebrity in our midst. Usually someone pisses me off and I do one of two things (depending on who they are).
I'm so fustrated with him! I have fallen in love with Thai music. Puppies are a lot of work.
And we talked about how nutty boys are and about doing stuff and having fun. So she tells him I don't want to go. It is an ugly bad thing.
KISA keeps calling him piranha because his teeth are razor sharp and he attacks you.
I hid downstairs in the dungeon with my little one whenever possible. I have to stay up and be tired in school. Time for "real life" to start.
I just love them all so much. I hate it when I feel that way . Neither me nor him wanted to be there.
What's going on around here? And then I remembered how I didn't want to come home to my ex . Authentic Mexican Food.
I swear it got up to 45 degrees today. The puppies will be in town tomorrow for their vet check up and we will go visit them. She keeps staring at KISA in a most wounded way.
Have to press flesh meet and greet schmooze and all that jazz. I should be at work right now. Antibiotics.
I can do the splits. I'm trying to squeeze more in. Move forward with your life and give your all to make a good life for your child.
SO WHAT! What the hell is up with this? Also post the link to your site and SPREAD THE WORD!
I feel like running around in circles! That one was so different from anything else that was out and about. If a teacher is sick the class is canceled.
Nope. By default your login will expire when you close your browser which is best on public computers. I'm Cara.
And he was so upset. Please tear along the dotted line. Now If I could only get both of them into a relationship together I would be so fucking happy.
All I am is talking about my family.
I came into this business not knowing a thing I guess this won't be anything new. He's taking off with their son who's like 18 mo. So she tells him I don't want to go.
I have done some on the Darts program putting in new orders and what not but never traffic. I'm in prime fight mode now. He was concerned because 2 of the guys didn't show up yesterday after the holiday so he went.
So she tells him I don't want to go. I'm not his calling girl! I need to do jumping jacks and talk in my Alaskan accent!
I got two new mix CD's from Ethan. It'll be nice to spend some time alone. I know there both Bi and I think they think the other one is atractive.
Plus I think "SHE" is trying to buy the station. As usual when I link something from here reply there not here. Ran Norton Utilities.
WOW too much. He's one of my idols. Bye!
And she tries to make everything so nice all the time. I took some cold medicine. It's nice and it's agonizing .
I've never used the snooze button on my alarm clock. I would get up and scream but I think the guy who owns this place wouldn't like that. The code is a lot neater.
I said no. I'd chalk it up to the new servers We will live through this.
The new servers are in use as I write this! I'm so so so happy. Plus now I know 2 things that make me irrisistable to Thai girls.
Fortunately KISA will be home tomorrow night and EVERY night for awhile.
He expected nookie as I knew that he would. Anyways yeah. I just want to .
I'm so tired. I'm always such a 'grass is greener' guy. I'm really excited about my last fall blast.
I may not have to worry about Tuesday if it doesn't go away. I love my puter but sometimes you just have to say the F word. It's always fun.
Its my job to see that I get my friends back home addicted to my new music. Ninety percent of the participants are under 25. Nap?
I am alone now. Geez I should be a little darker because I'm half Eskimo and all but no. Try to read this before you ask a new question.
It's like we're picking at each other constantly. I got a head ache now. Now I feel ancient.
But im not sure. I'll go into work and scan them so I can send them out to peoples. I feel that way some times .
Use your damn brains. Next couple of weeks will be busy and crucial days at work. Try to read this before you ask a new question.
Move forward with your life and give your all to make a good life for your child. I've never had a bloody nose. Antibiotics.
So we napped and he seemed upset at me . It is an ugly bad thing. I have a cold and I'm achey.
She only looks this peaceful when she's asleep!
That should be nice. I'm going to fall asleep during our concert tomorrow! If it is a boyfriend I get pissed off and don't talk to them for days.
It's pouring rain. King is just too cool. I'm so fustrated with him!
People here have NO CLUE what traffic means freeway (yeah whatever) on ramp? The new code's almost a total rewrite and it's tons faster. And that is because I am a jealous person.
I wish the wind would just stop once in a while. Ate. I'd chalk it up to the new servers
So mote it be! Nothing there either. I haven't checked any clubs today.
Payday. Stupid banks. It goes off I'm up.
I have a roof over my head plenty of food love and respect imagination and magick. It's just fun. I much rather go see Nat Myria!
I can do the splits. I don't have to drive him bonus but I can't sleep in. Sometimes half way through typing it in it would lock up.
So enjoying this for the time being but it's gonna be a bitch getting up for work on the 3rd! I said "Oh well that really makes me want to go". I guess I'll futz with it some more.
You are worth more and your lives are worth more than a romp in the hay. He is so judgemental and overbearing and it's just miserable to be there. We just want some lovin' from the press and we want more users.
If it is a female friend I go off on them and either make them cry or say something very hurtful.
Why do I care . Oh well what can be done? I should be at work right now.
Yay! Then we skipped out on the rest and went to the movies to watch the Grinch. Thanks Kathy!
No amount of encouragement from me can fix all that. Newspapers? Be patient.
I felt so small and dumb . It has snowed on and off all day. That's all folks.
I mean really tired. And I did. Nevermind.
Its an older CD but I love Nat Myria! I think thats what makes me so pathedically cute ne? Super natives!
Me! I really need a raise. No matter that you've been madly in love for a whole month oh my god!
Kinda looking forward to going home kinda not. I wish the wind would just stop once in a while. I should be at work right now.
The days almost gone up here in AK anyways. I don't know . You are worth more and your lives are worth more than a romp in the hay.
It's just so yummy. I'm sorry I couldn't get online today at 5. I mean really tired.
I'll go into work and scan them so I can send them out to peoples.
I need to reduce my feelings of being over whelmed by things. Geocities ate most of my website. Who knows where life will lead us.
Tab! I get sick of people bugging me all the time. And darn it she's an awesome cook.
But am I ready to do that? Maybe when I get up tomarrow I can talk more about today. He told me he expected me to be home .
Tomorrow we go out to breakfast and then Steve drops me off at the airport on his way to work. I've driven the Alaska Highway and survived. Something I will love forever and would have never boughten for myself normally.
Bye! I want to be out of here. I haven't checked any clubs today.
I missed them a lot over break. I felt like being at home and tomorrow night is cheap night at the movie theater anyway. Or at least like I'm supposed to be growing up and acting mature.
I am known among family and friends as a complete and hopeless klutz. And then after a moment of being able to kiss him . I'm sure I spelled none of those right.
ROAD WARRIOR. It's gonna be the best. I guess it got worse when she critisized my native food my music my choice of movies etc.
I don't know. I'm going to AFN in Anchorage with Chelsea! Nap?
Here he's in his favourite sleeping space. He was concerned because 2 of the guys didn't show up yesterday after the holiday so he went. Later I'll tell you about the marvelous dinner plans I have for us tomorrow night!
I wish Chalena were here to see them.
It'll be nice to spend some time alone. Now I want it up! Geez I should be a little darker because I'm half Eskimo and all but no.
ART BELL IS BACK! I have two things to do there this morning and then I can come home maybe. As usual when I link something from here reply there not here.
Supposed to snow here pretty quick. Sometimes half way through typing it in it would lock up. The chicken is already soaking in the buttermilk.
Nothing there either. Drove to Ahwatukee (in the lovely traffic) to pick up tamales that S is taking to Ohio with her. If it is a female friend I go off on them and either make them cry or say something very hurtful.
Oh boy. If it is a female friend I go off on them and either make them cry or say something very hurtful. Time to live in the now.
I'm listening to "Suck" which is the bestest song. Her journal entries are witty and insightful and have made me both laugh and cry at times. No matter what.
It's my ode to being single album favorite. I should be at work right now. Would that then mean that the dust mites that live on us have cities?
Take care! Getting married at 15 and having that marriage last 30 years (hell even 5 years) is so rare. I just want to show it off.
Had a nice trip with only a few things going wrong but we made it safe and sound. I live in bleedin' Alaska you'd think we'd have a winter wonderland. Why not?
So I've been wandering around Siam by my lone self. It's too cute for words. Now I remember.
I've been both really thin and really heavy.
I know there both Bi and I think they think the other one is atractive. It was over an hour late getting into Anchorage so I knew it would be a while. I have to stay up and be tired in school.
I just love them all so much. Go to Shooters . I was also queen of my community in 1988.
That way he won't be here crying all day. Try to read this before you ask a new question. I took some cold medicine.
Mike is coming over Sunday to hang out. It sucks so hard. As silly as that sounds.
We've ended it with a wonderful lobster tail and moose steak dinner. I'm so fustrated with him! There are still things that aren't working yet and navigation problems.
I'm a nerd what can I say? The puppies will be in town tomorrow for their vet check up and we will go visit them. So she tells him I don't want to go.
I'm listening to Nui now. I just want to sleep and get this week over. I was supposed to do all these certifications and stuff and I haven't done any of them.
So many of your expectations probably have not been met. I was like that too and my mother and grandmother. But any hoo.
I'll explain on my page when I finally get it up. I'm tired and I have to pee so good night! Thanks so much all of you!
I've driven the Alaska Highway and survived. My heart is moving on . I'm impressed with myself anyway and pleased to have figure it all out.
Ninety percent of the participants are under 25.
As much as I hope not I know better. Amanda went on Christmas vacation and Chelsea I think leaves Monday. He's one of my idols.
I think it's a splendid idea! Getting married at 15 and having that marriage last 30 years (hell even 5 years) is so rare. Use your damn brains.
It's just so yummy. He already had me buy a web cam and wanted it up we all said "NO WAY! They both had different opinions about the same thing.
We haven't had any snow it's warm one minute and freezing the next. Very sad. The baby will get sick you will cry you will be lonely BUT YOU WILL SURVIVE!
Then I'll only have two more days of training and some of the stress will be gone. I bought him for KISA as a present. It is an ugly bad thing.